i.feel.like.shit.
shit factor #1: A lvls results are coming out tmrrrr. how shitty is that. very very shitty.
shit factor #2: i dont knw wht i wanna do anymore. after i kinda eliminated my options, i thought that i would go with accountancy. but it seems like
the whole world the adults dont think its a good choice. rah. can u imagine my aunt called all the way from malaysia just to check if my results were out?! and my dad had this long happy chat with her and "oh, so what would u recommend qiuyu to go into?" and "ya, i think law is still the best too". like, T_T?! i think part of the reasons i dont wanna do law is cos im totally being rebellious and i dont want to do what my father has wanted me to do since i was how young -.- sounds unbelievably childish but yes x.x and PLUS its highly unlikely i'll get into law anw -_- ARGHH i wish he'd stop having dreams for me when i dun even have any for myself djnknwoifeflm
shit factor #3: office ppl are going to ask me for my results when i return to work on monday. extremely shitty. :/
shit factor #4: stella's leaving for her barn in melbourne tmr ): which means we wont get to see her for like a few months! :O i'll miss you loads girl!!! take care in australia k! (hugs)
shit factor #5: im rotting in office. again. how am i gonna live past the end of the day rotting with all the anxieties in my heart!!!! gg T_T
sigh, dont mind me, its just the pre-results-day angst. ARGH.
Labels: A levels, rantings:personal, university matters
